reporting from pulau ntu hall 11

Theres so much running through my mind these days, I can hardly have a good night sleep. It all boils down to one thing. I wish for speedy recovery.

red couch, red tea

no pain no gain.

It requires me to live on $350 per month, walk up 443 steps everyday and work till 730/8pm everyday. Thats my internship at a humble advertising firm up Mount Sophia. It sounds tough even without the workload but I'm willing to take this challenge. For the exposure, the experience and my future.

Life hasnt been treating me all that well. Ive stopped taking Accutane and I'm breaking out yet again. It sucks fuck. I dont get why this is happening to me. I never had this problem till a year ago and I'm losing all that confidence I had. Whatever it takes, I'll get it treated. In the meantime, bear with me when I'm down and when I just wish to shut myself out from this world.

love,
su yuan

Werewolf

I hate it when my maid makes my mom angry. I hate it when the noise from them wakes me up early in the morning. I hate it when someone enters my room in the morning. I hate it that I'm breaking out again. I hate it that I'm in a foul mood. I hate alot of things at the moment.

One thing I love. Cat Power here we come!

I'M ALIVE

Done with exams! Run lola run was ugh, rather lousy imo. Expect more from this space!

gosh i love this.

I don’t know if I should care for a man who made life easy; I should want someone who made it interesting.

— Edith Wharton

WTF

Cant be discharged today. Its worse than we thought it would be.

heard?

sometimes you think. who can take all this bull from you?

Living in a world of my own

Life takes yet another turn. My dad got hospitalised for mild stroke. Hes fine, no worries. Alive and kickin, able to move that left hand like he used to. But no more tough stuff. No more drilling holes for that toothbrush stand in the new toilet like last week. Hes due for discharge tomorrow and everythings gonna be back to 'normal', with a whole lot of precautions to take. Like they say, once it comes by your door, it might make its way back again.

Only the few that were around me yesterday were let in on this. Didnt ring my besties etc. I dont know. Ive been feeling increasingly reluctant to talk bout things that would garner the same response. Not that I'm not appreciative of it. I'm just tired in that way.

CAT POWER 24/7

Cat Power 13 January 2010.

Hmmmm. Leaning towards a yes. Whos up?

I miss.....

you know how sometimes you just cant get your crib done up nicely cuz theres 'new dump' everytime you fix it? What you do is spend hours on interior blogs, wishing for only one of the many.